all about heat.

i go by heat on the net. my hobbies include being evil, insane and a freak. soon i will be studying biomedicine and it is my passion to someday become a clinical geneticist. my activity online is sporadic due to disability and life events but i still love to yap about common interests.

my interests.

post-apocalyptic dystopias, human biology/psychology, nuclear physics, lost media/media preservation, horror, counterculture, vocaloid, typology, html/css, 90s/00s media, meat.

game & film

avatar tuner/smt, persona 2, drakenier, portal/half life (& mods), fallout, rpgmaker, wii/ds/ps2 gaming, fight club (1999), reanimator (1986) & bride of reanimator (1991).

animanga

madoka magica, cowboy bebop, chainsaw man, death note, lucky star.

extra info.

  • my social battery is low & i go ia often
  • my favourite colour is red but i'm also somewhat colourblind (tritanomaly)
  • i used to play the tenor saxophone
  • i am dissociative so if i act inconsistently/forget that is usually why
  • similarly i am audhd so i probably act weird or something

likeness.

heat o'brien - digital devil saga / that's catch 22

this fucker haunts me. my life is quite literally following such a similar trajectory to his own. i have never found a character which encompassed so many aspects of myself; my identity melds with his own at this point. i see his face and all i see is my inner self.

i could go on here but it would make me sound severely delusional, at the end of the day i have my own personal reasons towards my attachment to him as myself that i don't feel like discussing publically.

real ones know that he is one of the most me guys ever to have been created... real ones know that he was created for me in my image.

below is some other characters that i also connect with, to a lesser degree.